one word that always accompany me. which always accompany my steps.
adorn my day and emptying my mind. slowly.
when the shadows come, as I approached the deepest point of saturation. I felt lifeless. and fell asleep.
only a heartbeat and breath to indicate that I'm still alive. yes, my spirit is still here. I have problems with everything in my life.
I started one by one, but it seems that no one I ended easily.
then I want to beg. but could not because they think I'm just empty.
nadir